Words

Today...Maybe yesterday...Whatever it may be...I lost some one I considered a friend...I never actually had the chance to meet this person...It was a blogging friend I guess...(don't get me wrong, I have blogging friends that I truly consider friends, but then there are some you hardly know) I thought I knew this person...Our only communication was through our blogs and comments and sometimes an email...

Why did I lose this friend? Because of my blog...Because of words...I guess we disagreed on something...And I wrote things that weren't liked...I've always felt that disagreeing could make for a good conversation...I don't even think that we were that far off from each other...

Some would say, 'they're only words.' Some would say that 'there's nothing more powerful then words.' Some would say 'silence speaks louder then words.' Maybe all three points are right, or at least true at sometime...

I will always apologize if my words hurt people...And I did...But from day one, not just on this blog, but in life...I always say what I feel or think, at any given time...That's me...That's how I deal with my thoughts, my anger, my sadness, my stress, my goofiness, or whatever is going on in my head, and yes even my heart...

That's what this has always been about...This blog is for me...If you want to come along for the ride...Great...If not, That's cool too...

So to any and all readers...If I offend you...If I upset you...If I piss you off...If I make you laugh...If I make you think...If I do anything at all...Good! Haha! Too bad! I'm sorry!

But they're only f**king words...My words at that.

Later, The Beeze.

To Whom it May Concern........

Thank you.....Thank you for taking something I love to do, and sh!tting all over it....I write because I enjoy to write...It's a release for me...I have a job, a wife, two kids, a mortgage, a car payment, student loans, and even more debt on top of that....I don't get paid for the blogs I post...I just do it because I like it...It helps my mental state...If somebody wants to throw bags of cash at me for the crap I write I'll listen...The Fish House is p!ssing me off lately....But that is another story...

I'm not posting my traditional "Monday Moaning" because I'm pissed, and not because the Fighting Irish didn't play hockey this weekend....I'm pissed because somebody took it upon themselves to back link my blog, on others blogs...I'm not sure of their intentions....

Stranger, if you were trying to be an a$$hole...Good job...There are people mad that my blog had a link on theirs....Oh, by the way I don't need a pimp...

If your intention was to pimp my blog...to get more readers...no thanks...I'm not a whore...Okay maybe a little one...But I'm not your whore...Maybe you didn't mean to piss me off...Maybe you thought you were doing a favor...Thanks, but no thanks...As my friend JURK says..."If I wanted a favor, I'd stick my D!CK in a glory hole."

If people want to read the crap I write, they can search it out, just as I searched out the blogs I read....

So I am asking kindly....This is my release...This is something that helps me through my days...So please leave my words, and thoughts alone...Leave my Blogs alone....Leave me alone....

Do you think you are the only person who knows how to use a computer? Do you really want to f**k with people you don't know...

I'm not looking for an apology, just to be left alone....

Again, maybe your intentions were good, but I haven't seen it that way....

So please leave me and my blogs alone....You wouldn't want to get pistol whipped and then watch an angry, Irish, prick from Cleveland skull f*ck your mother....


On the lighter side....To the douches that try to comment on my blogs, by simply posting an ad...I have a list of things for you to do....

A. Lick me!!!
B. I moderate so it ain't happening.
C. Suck me!!!
D. I'm not gonna buy your sh!t.
E. Swallow that load you dirty pig!!!
F. Drop Dead!!!

I think I got all the anger out...I'm laughing as I'm reading this over...

That is all for now...The Beeze.